Seriously, it’s only 35 days into the year, and I’m ready for 2006 to be over.. It’s been nothing but horrible.

Start off the year sick, my 96-year-old great-grandmother passed away, my camry broke down half way to my grandmother’s funeral, cost $200 to tow the sucker home, got tormented with a ‘88 BMW 325i convertible, realize I can’t see my boyfriend again until possibly May when school’s out, someone who I thought was a friend tried to rape me (luckily without success) my hamster died tonight, and well, that’s a lot for a month’s time. If this is growing up, then I’ll sit in my room till I rot drinking my UV blue and lemonade.. Oh wait, that’s what I’m doing right now.

I’ve done some thinking tonight. I’m changing my major.. I enjoy art, yes, but I actually want to do something useful and productive, not just make pretty things to look at. So with that in mind, I’m dropping my drawing 2 class, and picking up a midterm course, hopefully online because starting Tuesday, I’m doing the 10pm-6am shift until the end of March.

Not being able to see Tristan until school’s out really sucks. Valentines Day is only a few days away, no biggie… But our one year anniversary is on the 24th, and will I be able to see him? No. I wish I could win like $500 from the lottery so I could take a few days off work to go see him, although he’d be in school for most of a few days.